Patrick J. Adams

That's the name of the man that I'm into at the moment... Wait, it's not just him, but also Harvey Specter, Jessica Pearson. Well dressed ladies and men, my absolute favourite!!

Sad Pang

Woke up this morning, after dreaming of you, and felt a sad pang in my heart.

I've decided to remove you from my life, but memories are so much tougher to remove.

I dislike it, but still I love the memories that we had.

An Affair with a Frenchman

A nice drink at a rooftop bar.

A nice dinner in a French restaurant where the French waiters are really easy on the eyes. Not forgetting, the conversation between him and the waiter in French.

The French refresher course of essential phrases.

And the fact that he did come back to do what he promised, with the graduation beret as a surprise, and the hour that he took to wrap the present, I am really touched that he did that.

Of course, having seen him around for the past few months now, it's going to be weird not seeing him in the usual spot.

All the best in New York, Mathieu!

Closed the door

"For my own sanity, I've got to close the door, and walk away... There's a fine fine line, between love, and a waste of your time"

I had been real interested in loving you and being loved in return, but since you're not interested, goodbye Mr. Bus 16, and Happy Birthday!

You're Mine. Of course!

I have just been claimed yesterday. It was a pretty interesting process actually, Mr. Tall Giant went, "You're mine." I retorted, "You're mine". And he said, "Of course!"

But he'll be flying off on Friday, to his internship in Milan, and will be doing his Sep/Oct period in France. He mentioned that he will speak to the relevant department such that he can return for the Nov/Dec period (given the fact that his home campus is here).

Quite a fair bit was shared between us yesterday. I'm still a little apprehensive, but let's see how things go!

By Nature

I was just sent a message the other day, saying "By nature, I tend to not rely too much on the future".

That made me think: by nature - what is by nature for you?

By nature, I like to talk.
By nature, I enjoy being alone.
By nature, I like to smile and laugh loudly.
By nature, I like rain.
By nature, I trust people.

Circumstances cause people to change. Fortunately or unfortunately, that's up to your perspective.

Player and The Game

I was just told that I'm a player, or rather, that I give the impression that I am a player.

My reaction? I just laughed. So, am I, or am I not?

Officially I'd say not, but based on the results that I Googled, it seems that I fit pretty well into the peg that players fall in. What can I say?

As they say, love the player, hate the game... Or is it Love the game, hate the player?

I had a dream... Again...

I dreamt of Mr Bus 16 again on 18Jan12. In my dream, he asked me, "Do you love me?" and I replied with, "Do YOU love me?"

And I woke up without getting the answer.

Of course, the dream bugged me (duh). How could I wake up without hearing the answer?

Instead if mulling over the 'what could have been', I asked him on msn. And then answers that he gave, let's just put it as non-committal and evasive?

And my horoscope readings on those few days were a little disturbing as well:

Tell me now, what am I to do? I already am telling my friends to introduce people for me to meet, and I am meeting them, but the feeling's not the same... =(

New Role!

I'll be starting on a new role on 27Feb12.

Actually I had gone for the interview the week before Christmas, and they offered the role a couple of weeks ago.

I had taken 4 days to deliberate over the offer. During which I had to take into consideration the following factors:

1. My very nice professors whom I'm supporting that makes it very hard for me to leave them
2. The new role that would have irregular working hours (while the program is running)
3. The fact that I would have to travel on the new job
4. The regular hours that I am enjoying now
5. The not too significant pay raise

But all in all, I decided to take the leap to take up the new role. Fly or die!

And when my manager had to inform them that I am moving on, Nils went: "Then I should retract my positive reviews for Connie. Her support has been very poor, so she got to stay as my assistant." He's such a funny fellow!! 

Once again

Once again, I've been played for a fool.

You might have seemed different, but you're not.

Why is that so?

"Don't Let the World Change Your Smile"

I must admit, when I was working for quite some time in my previous company, I was 'poisoned' by the energies over in the place.

That had resulted in a very short tempered, easily aggravated person who was always in a bad mood.

But now? I'm smiling all the time, all the way, and of course, attracting smiles in return! I like it!

Bali Bali!

I'm out of flying holidays for the rest of the year (horrors)!

It has been a good year: 

3 times to Bangkok,

2 times to Bali
1 time to Koh Samui,

And I can't remember any other flights!

Most memorable trip would be the trips to Bali. Stayed at W Resort and Spa the first time round, and had lots of relaxation - do stay there, it's well worth the money!

Second time round was for Zumba (I did say how much into Zumba I am). Two words: Awesomely awesome! Great company, great shopping, great time, great workout - what more can I ask for?

Should I plan for Bali again next year? Haha!

Hold me, Love me

I've got the sudden craving for someone to just simply hug me, and hold me and kiss me.

Ok, maybe just to hug me and hold me for now?

Any takers?

Yes, I'm in the mood for some good loving! ;)

Look Alike

Hanging out at the Wavehouse at Sentosa last Sat, I saw someone who resembled Mr Bus 16.

It's not him, but I was checking him out for a while, and saw that he's good with kids (or at least a kid), and no wedding band! =P

Casual Dating

Got my hopes raised a little too early, and someone just pricked the bubbles of happiness.

Met up with Mr. Bus 16 for brunch yesterday, and he mentioned that in the past 9 months that we had not been in contact, he realized a few things. One of which was that he's fine being single. And in his own words, he's looking for casual dating.

Frankly, I'm disappointed and sad over with what he's looking at. But at least he's honest, and "next candidate please!"

Smile often!

I really must be thankful of my smile - Mr. Bus 16 says he couldn't forget my radiant smile when he first saw me!

Yes, we're meeting on 27Aug11, and at least I won't have questions on possibilities and all! I can't wait for 27Aug!

It reminds me of the saying "Never frown, cos you'll never know who's falling in love with your smile". I'm glad I'm a smiley person!

A message from the universe

I believe that the universe is always sending us messages, and so I sent one of my own - I sent Mr. Bus 16 a message on Facebook.

Guess what? He replied, and said that he thinks of me sometimes too!! OMG - I'm giddy with happiness when I saw that! (I was thinking of what could happen - could he tell me to stop bothering him, or he might just not reply to the message).

He suggested that we should meet up, and I've agreed, and proposed a date. Let's see how things go. *Keeping my fingers and toes and whatever that could cross crossed*

Repeated dreams

I dreamt of him again - Mr. Bus 16, and I am so temped to text him that.

Maybe it's just cos I'm up in Genting, when the last time I came up with my girls I was busy texting and thinking of him while he was in Macau.

I wonder what could happen if I texted him that I am thinking of him? It has been 9 months since we last communicated.

Should I just tell him to stop contacting me on the other realm? (Now I'm making it sound like I'm being haunted by him!)

Long Nails

I love having long nails, be it natural nails or nail extensions. The above is taken when I first fell in love with gel nail extensions. I have since given up on nail extensions and decided to grow my personal long nail.

I remember when I first met my prof - he couldn't help but ask "Can you do Taekwondo with your long nails?"

I have just been reminded by Mr. JTC why I should keep them long. He mentioned over lunch today "I like the ladies with long nails. It makes them feel more feminine. I remember when I first saw you, you had long red nails."

Well, I love them too! They scratch well, and look good with nail polish (which I have a lot of)!

Could Have Been

Saw this video today - What could have been, and I thought about Mr Bus 16.

I thought I saw Mr. Bus 16 again (on bus 16), but I did not board the bus, as I had a faster bus back home. I guess this is what they say fated to meet but not destined to be together.

Now there's Mr. SS (Smoked Salmon). Well, we both know for a fact that the both of us are single,and the fact that he will not be in Singapore often for the next 2 years, so it'll be a case of let's see how things go.

It could work out or blow up in our faces. But then again, not many things in life is guaranteed, isn't it?

I'm now past 25, make that past 26, why not go for what I want?

According to Nike: JUST DO IT