I had a dream... Again...

I dreamt of Mr Bus 16 again on 18Jan12. In my dream, he asked me, "Do you love me?" and I replied with, "Do YOU love me?"

And I woke up without getting the answer.

Of course, the dream bugged me (duh). How could I wake up without hearing the answer?

Instead if mulling over the 'what could have been', I asked him on msn. And then answers that he gave, let's just put it as non-committal and evasive?

And my horoscope readings on those few days were a little disturbing as well:

Tell me now, what am I to do? I already am telling my friends to introduce people for me to meet, and I am meeting them, but the feeling's not the same... =(

New Role!

I'll be starting on a new role on 27Feb12.

Actually I had gone for the interview the week before Christmas, and they offered the role a couple of weeks ago.

I had taken 4 days to deliberate over the offer. During which I had to take into consideration the following factors:

1. My very nice professors whom I'm supporting that makes it very hard for me to leave them
2. The new role that would have irregular working hours (while the program is running)
3. The fact that I would have to travel on the new job
4. The regular hours that I am enjoying now
5. The not too significant pay raise

But all in all, I decided to take the leap to take up the new role. Fly or die!

And when my manager had to inform them that I am moving on, Nils went: "Then I should retract my positive reviews for Connie. Her support has been very poor, so she got to stay as my assistant." He's such a funny fellow!! 

"Don't Let the World Change Your Smile"

I must admit, when I was working for quite some time in my previous company, I was 'poisoned' by the energies over in the place.

That had resulted in a very short tempered, easily aggravated person who was always in a bad mood.

But now? I'm smiling all the time, all the way, and of course, attracting smiles in return! I like it!

Bali Bali!

I'm out of flying holidays for the rest of the year (horrors)!

It has been a good year: 

3 times to Bangkok,

2 times to Bali
1 time to Koh Samui,

And I can't remember any other flights!

Most memorable trip would be the trips to Bali. Stayed at W Resort and Spa the first time round, and had lots of relaxation - do stay there, it's well worth the money!

Second time round was for Zumba (I did say how much into Zumba I am). Two words: Awesomely awesome! Great company, great shopping, great time, great workout - what more can I ask for?

Should I plan for Bali again next year? Haha!

Hold me, Love me

I've got the sudden craving for someone to just simply hug me, and hold me and kiss me.

Ok, maybe just to hug me and hold me for now?

Any takers?

Yes, I'm in the mood for some good loving! ;)

Look Alike

Hanging out at the Wavehouse at Sentosa last Sat, I saw someone who resembled Mr Bus 16.

It's not him, but I was checking him out for a while, and saw that he's good with kids (or at least a kid), and no wedding band! =P

Casual Dating

Got my hopes raised a little too early, and someone just pricked the bubbles of happiness.

Met up with Mr. Bus 16 for brunch yesterday, and he mentioned that in the past 9 months that we had not been in contact, he realized a few things. One of which was that he's fine being single. And in his own words, he's looking for casual dating.

Frankly, I'm disappointed and sad over with what he's looking at. But at least he's honest, and "next candidate please!"